its finally thursday which means that i'll
be seeing him tomorrow.
my sweetest little thing tomorrow.

woke up at 5 this morning to take medicine.
gosh. i really hate falling ill.
it feels like my lungs are gonna give way.
maybe i should go for lung transplant. ):
the baby and i are both ill.
i just wanna see him now and give him a hug.
to tell him that i'll take care of him.

i love you and i will tell you everyday.
everyday until you forget the things that hurt.
i hate the things that make you hurt.
and how i wish i could tkae them away.
if only it could be done, i'll do it for sure.

there are some feelings that fill you up,
that dig their roots into your skin.
and never let go. they swell and blow you over.
like wind and waves.

baby,
you are the reason why even at the saddest
part of my life, i smile.
even at confusion, i understand.
even in betrayal, i trust.
even in fear of pain, i love.

Every so often, some little things
you say or do. completely overwhelms me.
and i remember why i absolutely adore you.

The love we have will never be perfect,
but that's the beauty of it.
To be able to leap through the hurdles of our
differences and still love each other nontheless.
That's how i see our love.
A love in which we give all our heart and soul,
despite the imperfections.


/you want to know how great my love is?
go count the waves.